A best friend of mine
First met in 2009
All I did was tickling
I don't even know what I was doing
But Sarah & her keep on laughing
Those reactions keep me going

2010 was the second year,
In which had make us closer,
Next to me she was seated
Wonderful memories created
We are still unmatured
Through china flag we bickered
Few days our lips were sealed
In front of Runcit Hassan we reconciled

To Wataniah we transferred
The reunion made an offer
For us to be bestfriend forever
Twin is what we were called
Always being together
Beautiful memories were gathered
Too many to be uncovered
They will always be treasured

Afterschool,
sea had separated us
She studied miles away
Separation teaches me the word 'longing'
In which being tgether it'll never appear
How time flies
The memory is like it was just yesterday
All the school life
All the silly things we commit
Everything we did
The fun we had
The sorrow we shared
and
Toward each other we care

Nowadays
We rarely meet
As in face to face
Ws & Fb keep us in touch
Our break didn't match
'JUST & UiTM' is a test
To determine this bond grade
Can't wait to finish the studies
To freely hangout with her
Going there for a vacation
Will be a dream come true
She promised to be a good tourguide
Will it be a reality?

From afar I am watching
Although my skill is talking
To ur stories I'll be listening
I won't stop caring
Until I am dying
Coz u r my darling
This is the ending
Coz it starts to be cheesy
Bye bye is what I am saying

A poem dedicated to my best friend Zaati Nabilah.. Can it be called a poem? Whatever.. Haha

Jam + Bread

Wowwowow!
Being in the bus for soooo long made me wanna write a poem or a rap or anything to express my feeling.. Haha.. Feeling blue out of sudden..

A complete darkness
With my blurred vision
Nothing caught in my sight
Except for the red lights
Turning my face red
All vehicles
Have the red lights on
In a paused video
Or Moving slower than tortoise
12 hours plus have passed
When will I reach there
The not-so-comfy-but-so-so bed
Patiently waiting for me
The cold shower
The unopened books

My battery is dying
My legs want to be straightened
My back wants to be laid
My neck wants a pillow
My whole body need rest

But no need to worry
A payback time will eventually come
Whether in the midnight or tomorrow
A soundless sleep
In a right place(a room)
Only time that matters
Everything will pass
U will reach ur destination

That's all from me
Writing in the Kiffah bus
It's a journey from Kelantan to Selangor
Which usually takes about 7/8 hours
K..Back to sleep
For the 20th time maybe
Hehe

Welcome 2016

How time flies. It's 2016 people. A new year but it's still the old me. Hehe. I had make up my mind and decided to use this blog as my diary. I've always wanted to keep a diary but I just can't. I'll be really excited at first and write a long essay at first but then I won't be writing frequently. For all these 20 years and 11 months I've been living, I've failed to keep even ONE proper diary.(Not officially 21! ^_~). I know I won't be posting every single day but I'll try my best to write all the memory that I treasure on this year. In shaa Allah. Its because when I grow older, I want to be able to remember every details of the scene or story that I've experienced in life no matter it's a happy,shameful, even a painful or sorrowful memory. As long as it's significant. It could be a life lesson to me, reprimanding me not to repeat my mistakes and it could be something that I could share with my children if it's a wonderful memory. 

I've chosen this medium to keep my memory as I press my keyboards more often than I hold my pens. So, it's seems to be the righteous decision for a keyboard warrior like me. ^_^. 

It's the fourth day of the new year. I am still in my final examination month but with a 10 days gap till the next paper, I don't feel the urge to study which is the biggest problem that I face right now. By any means, I should force myself to do it as the previous one is a struggle. I didn't manage to answer it that well. It was really difficult. I hope that madam will not be that strict in marking our Parasitology paper. We did the best we could in answering but the questions seems to be a level higher than us(me and all my friends). 

The next paper will be Genetics followed with Ecology and Marketing. I have to start studying so that I won't be repeating the same mistake I did for my beloved Parasitology subject. To be honest, I love Parasitology as it deals with parasites that cause diseases, especially to human. However, it's to much for me to handle. There's a lot of species which are new to me with very weird names which made my tongue twisted even to pronounce them. Haha. 

For example, Ichthyopthirius multifilis(white spot disease called ich to fish). Eimeria tenella(cecal diarrhea), Entamoeba histolytica(intestinal parasite),E.coli,E. gingivalis, Naegleria fowleri(brain parastite), Acanthamoeba sp(eye parasite), Alaria Americana, Schistosoma mansoni,S.japonicum,S.haematobium, Echinostoma sp. Fasciola hepatica,F.gigantica,Fasciolopsis buski, Dicrocoelum dendriticum(cow fluke), Haematolechus medioplexus(toads lung fluke), Prosthogonimus marcrorchis(birds fluke), Paragonimus westermani(human lung fluke), Clonorchis sinensis(Chinese/oriental liver fluke), Heterophyes heterophyes(intestinal fluke), Dipyllobothrium latum, Echinococcus multicularis(fox tapeworm),E.granulosus(dog tapeworm), Taenia saginata(beef tapeworm), Taenia solium(pork tapeworm), Dipylidium caninum(cat/dog tapeworm),Hymenolepis nana(dwarf tapeworm), Trichuris trichuria(whip worm), Trichinella spiralis(pork worm), Ascaris lumbricoides, Toxocara canis/cati, Anisakis sp, Strongyloides stercoralis(threadworm), Ancylostoma duodenale/Necator Americanus(hookworm), Wuchereria bancrofti/Brugia malayi(elephantiasis), Onchocerca volvulus(river blindness), Loa loa, Dirofilaria immitis(heartworm) and the list go on and on. 

Wow! It's amazing that I can remember all these anomalous parasites name. I am proud of myself. Although I can't answer the questions excellently, I hope that everything that I learned and memorized will stay in my brilliant brain forever. We all know that, brain is amazing as it have unlimited usage and storage. So, I want to hone my brain as sharp as a shining tack. However, a brain need a daily rest in order to function well which I didn't provide it to my brain yet today as I can't sleep. I don't know why. By all means, I have to sleep to avoid the popular brain shutdown among sleepless students called aneurysm. So that's all for now!